The Cry of the Jackal
A jackal cries in the shadow of rain
Howling to the wind, in love or in pain,
For whom, I wonder, by the waters
untame
Into twilight, into the moonlight, in glory
or disdain
With a cry of sorrow or victory, that no man
can explain
With what power or prowess, that no man
shall [ever] tame
They lament for defeat as
beautifully as they sing for glory. I’ve often found comingled tracks of the
Indian Jackal, Canis aureus indicus, and
the domestic dog, Canis lupus familiaris,
in the muddy areas around the fragmented forests, but I can never tell the
difference. I can simply assume it to belong to them, at least some of them;
because I know they hunt this hillock. In the dark I hear a pack of these night-stalkers
howling and yelping – for a fallen comrade or for securing a kill – I can never
tell the difference, but their presence always fills me with gladness that
they’re around. The calls are usually heard between dusk and early dawn. It
starts first with yelps, sounding as if in pain – not the like of a dog’s yelp
at being punished, but the likes of a singer adjusting his voice before singing,
followed by a long howl. The howl, I believe, reverberates in the body of the
Jackal like trumpets at the gates before the battle, as much as it fills my
soul with the feeling of trepidation and a little with fear, and has at times invoked
the feeling of vulnerability. And with the start of one, the others follow
suit, yelping and yapping and howling in the darkness. Their invisibility only
adds to the mystery, their calls magnify their prowess at being invisible. Only
on one occasion have I been blessed to see one of the neighbouring Jackals
cross the path in the fading light, and he appeared neither powerful nor with
the ability of possessing any prowess. He appeared as a vulnerable being of the
forest, adjusting to the rapidly changing environment around his home.
The hillock we dwell upon is surrounded on three sides by a calm
river, and is crisscrossed by a number of mazes created by rivulets. This
peninsula is home to human settlements, cattle, domestic dog, domestic cat, Black-naped
Hare (Lepus nigricollis), Common
Langur (Presbytis entellus), the
Indian Jackal, Wild Boar, a wayfarer Leopard, Mongoose and Civet cats, rats,
shrews, a number of amphibians, reptiles, birds, spiders, and insects: all of
these supported by the nimble leaves and branches of the peninsula’s sparse floral
diversity. The tiny grasses that the cattle do not allow to grow are thinned
out, encouraging the growth of other, often exotic, invasive species. These
no-man’s-nor-beast’s plants, like Lantana
camara and Ipomea carnea have put
all their powers in overtaking the landscape. It is one of the most common
habitat along villages where the natural ecosystem has been overrun, creating
an entirely new ecosystem dominated by the beasts of man.
Not all hope is lost though. I often hear the Jackals
crying, reminding me of that little hope. But does this hope remain for the
fringes of the cities, where the union of the urban and the rural world is at
war? Perhaps it doesn’t anymore, for it is here that the breaking of the truce,
of love, with nature is at its peak.
As a city kid, I had learned, involuntarily, to fear the
wild. It is this apprehension that I carry when I go on a walk in the woods in
the dark. My fellow friends who have been listening to the Jackal howls and barks
do not fear this beast, nor do they celebrate it like I do – they merely ignore
it. But in the middle, between the mind’s city-ness and village-ness, lies a space
which raises your curiosity to explore. Explore not only the natural world, but
somewhere on the way you explore your inner self. This space is rapidly
eroding. I will of course blame it on rapid urbanization, deforestation, and
poaching to be the prime causes, along with you disconnecting your own chord
with nature; you, disconnecting your child’s chord with nature. You, who chose
to laugh it off at the thought of you braving it out on a short trek organized
by your friends. There’s a lot more waiting to be discovered by you out there
than school or books or the internet can ever teach you. And the fruits of the
sweat, a little scratch and a drop of blood, are worth a lot more to your
health than filing papers and getting a paycheck. In the words of Thoreau, the price of anything is the amount of life
you exchange for it.
A walk in the wild reveals things that are very real. Fear
is one, probably the only one of them, to bring the real you out; to bring the
loneliness in you out; and to know this fear is to know that the fear of anything
other than to survive, is merely a psychological trap devised by your mind.
A slip on a muddy bank of a bulging stream reminds me of
blood and bone. A thought of what might lie behind a thicket in front of me,
that which I have to cross, fills my body with adrenalin; my hands tighten
around what I hold, my eyes focus on the bush. A tree tall and dense, an ideal
place for a leopard to loll, remind me of the pugmarks I saw the night before.
Crossing a stream bored deep within the hillock makes me pause and wonder what
may lay waiting at the top. But as I stand along the edge of this hill, looking
out at the river, fear takes the back-seat, and awe and wonder fill my
thoughts.
Often at twilight, as I go in search of the Jackals, a light
rain settles on my skin, and all I hear is the wind rustling in leaves, a brain-fever call of the Common Hawk
Cuckoo, the sound of the crickets and frogs, and a deep blackness which hides
the Jackal in its dark cloak. More often than not, it is just the same – the
same disappointment of coming home with no sign of the wildlife. The night I
see the Jackal on foot is yet to come, but as is the wont of wildlife, you will
only see what you wish to see when you least expect it, or become wise enough
to see it.
Doctor sahib told
a very interesting story on one of our excursions. A local legend says that
Jackals formerly lived within villages, and the dog lived in the forests. One
day the dogs decided to hold a marriage function in the village, and at the
same time the jackals decided to hold a marriage function in the forest. They
both agreed to spend one day in each other’s habitat. On the next day, the
jackals began crying hua-hua
(are-you-done? in Hindi), addressing the dogs which were still in the village,
whether they were done with the function; the words signifying the typical
howls which one hears on the fringes of villages. And to this day, the Jackals
have been asking hua-hua from the
forests, with no response from the dogs. Although the birth of this legend is
obscure, it portrays a hidden message that jackals are commonly seen and heard
along the village fringe, and have come to rely much upon discarded organic
wastes from human settlements.
The Jackal, that animal who has fought back the demeaning
gaze of man by calling him a scavenger, an opportunist, a garbage visitor, has
a lot more to its scrawny appearance than the idea fed to our mind. His eyes
were not meant to look at you in fear, his nose was not meant to sniff garbage,
nor was his call made to jolt you up at night. And yet somehow, we went along
with what was fed to us. When I first saw my Jackal in 2002, from the back of
an elephant, a small little canid with salt-and-pepper sprinkled back and
golden flanks, crouching in the distance, his gaze set on the ribs of a Chital deer
killed by a mother tiger for her two adolescent cubs, I was looking at the
tigers content with their meal, with only a sideward glance at the Jackal who,
perhaps, had been waiting for a feed for weeks, or who was waiting to feed his
young, or was simply waiting to eat, and he waited patiently with his tail
tucked between his legs, crouched, until we left. It was only more than a
decade later that I first thought of him, that it was our elephant he was
afraid of to go near the kill, not the tigers.
And today, when I hear their cry, I feel rewarded to have
heard them so close. Their yelps tease me for being so judgmental of the
wilderness. And as I stare into the blackness, seeing with my ears, I hear a
distinct low growl at the end of their song, and as the song diminishes, so do
they, far into the fields to hunt for another prey, leaving me with the yearning
of seeing and hearing them the next day.
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